thinking of you

bismillahirrahmannirahim

assalammualaikum alls!

mau tnya ni..
what do you girls think getting back with your ex ?

bkn la mau apa la kan.. but then.. he was too nice bah for me.. even after 6 months..i torture his feelings and hurt him,.. he remained strong.. i know he is who he is now because of what i did ..

i know what i did was a very huge mistake..
i said i'm going to wait for the other one..but then kan.. i thought about it thoroughly.. he was my first love and forgetting about him was not as easy as pushing the 'delete' key on your keyboard and simply throw it in the recycle bin.. *man i wish it was that easy* i took wayyyy to much time.. and then i left you..

the one who was always there for me throughout my ups and downs..

trully dear you.. I'M VERY SORRY for what i did to you..
at that time kan..bila u got the tawaran to enter Politeknik.. i was really happy ya.. sangat happy.. i was really worry about your future if u continue A-level.. yes i may look like i was ignoring but u have no idea how happy i was..

then.. masa yg u got financial problem masa mau pegi sana.. how i wish i could give u my pocket money just to help you..but i can't.. the money itself cukup2 seja for my belanja..

did u remember yg i post about you cannot make your own decision.. i know i misinterpret your problem..i'm sorry.. i didn't know your problem was really that bad.. :( i should have watched my words.. i should have give you support..not blaming..

i know my actions spnjang tempoh sblum we broke off until the aftermath made u serik and kebal suda dgn my words and perangai kan? nevermind.. it was me.. i treated you like you're some kind of toy.. jahatkan aku? trully.. aku sgat2 minta maaf.. to forgive me or not..ups to u.. :(

erm..about lying to you.. i didn't lie about waiting for that other guy..i was waiting for him.. and i didn't lie when i said you cannot replace his place deep down in me..

but hey.. i was done with waiting.. it made me wondered..manatau kami 1 ibu susuan kan? it may be not.. but who knows ? then we grew up together although we rarely see each other.. and got really close (used to lah).. his place ? when i thought it back kan.. perasaan tu sama ka when i was with you..? if not,,then prasaan tu sma dgn apa? i tried to compare with my brother..and i found the answer.. i loved him as my brother.. thats y u cannot replace him.. thats y i can't forget him..

why i lied?
aku x mau bagi kau harapan eventhough me myself masih berharap.. i want you to focus on your study and i want to focus on my study.. and struggling to be a better person.. commitment towards this relationship should be nanti dulu.. matrikulasi is not easy.. it really need struggle.. i know you will understand if i tell you the truth and not being what you are now.. it was my mistake :( i'm sorry..after this u still have to finish your poli kan? this time.. i will be on your side :) it's a promise *pinky swear*

u know jugak kan bila i got jealous macam mana kan? its a good thing jgak la u did those stuffs.. if not.. ntah bila la i was going to tell you the truth..

erm.. so.. i'm really sorry.. its up to you to make decision.. either u will wait for me until the right time comes or you want to be with that pretty girl.. its fine by me :) *ok thats a lie..not fine k.. seriously not*

i will be right here waiting for you - Richard Marx

adioss ~ goodnight !

Perigi cari timba

assalammualaikum.. hai !
cehh.. dah macam MatLufti pulak..hehe

ok.. entri ni.. i nak bincang psal istilah 'perigi cari timba' .. well basicly istilah ni selalu dikaitkn dgn perempuan yg terhege2 nak cari pasangan kan? 

tpi utk I la kan.. istilah ni tak releven dah utk para wanita yg elegant out there.. sbb for me kan.. i see today mostly perempuan yg berani.. yala no doubt la kerja2 yg melibatkan benda2 bahaya like pergi kerja gali minyak, welding dalam laut, itu mstilah man punya work kan.. kalau benda mcm tu pun nak libatkan women.. apadaahh ~

i mean.. in terms of cari psangan.. haiyhhh lelaki ni.. kalau dah suka tu. apa salahnya pergi la tnya prmpuan tu dia sudi ka tak ?

haaah !

ok ! mesti some of you guys rasa mcm "ok fine.. habis la ego aku if she said NO !" 

well,, u do know that Usaha Tangga Kejayaan kann? nak usha anak dara Pak Mail bukan mcm tsst tsst tu.. konfem tak jalan punya ! pegi la buat cara betuii ~ 

ok.. thats not my main point actually.. skrg ni kita cerita pasal Perigi Cari Timba,, yess ~ in other word.. cara memikat lelaki .. yeehaa ! tpi actually i pun bukanlah hebat sgat nak pikat lelaki.. sbb i pemaluu ! hehee..

#1

Appearance is everything! 

Pastikan diri anda sentiasa berpenampilan kemas dan baju sentiasa disterika, kain yg mencukupi, tudung pakai betul2.. sbb the first that will be attractd to is your appearance yg akn melambangkan diri anda sbg wanita.. sehh ! eh mekap jgn tebal sgat k.. it makes u look more like clown ..

#2

Mind your manner..

jgn gediks k .. guys hate it.. bersederhana laa in every tingkah laku.. klu bole..show that you're the last wanita ayu di bumi ni (konon la) hahah !

#3

Beramah mesra la dengan kawan-kawan mereka

ok..ini bole dikatakan 'back attack' la.. tpi like women, men pun boleh tahan smgat ukhwahfillah diorang ni.. jadii .. kalau kawan2 drg suka kat u all.. chance utk dia merapati u all pn bole increase slightly laa..

#4

Give them your support

especially bila that guy is an athlete or just a school debater (cayalaa klu suka dgn debater!) bagi la kata2 semangat kalau esok ada game ke.. or if he's none of the above.. bgi sapot dlm study dia.. even bagi ucapan 'all the best' sbelum nak msuk dewan exam pun kira ok la tu..

#5

SMILE :D

senyum ni bukan skadar sedekah.. jadi senjata pun bole.. senyum la semanis yang manis manisnya ! 

#6

Honesty is the best policy

mcm kita wanita jgak kn.. lelaki pun suka dgn prmpuan yg sntiasa jujur dgn diri dia dan orang lain. sbb tu kjujuran ni penting utk jadikan plan kamu baik punya ~ tapi jgn la bocorkan rahsia dulu..hehehe.. shhhh ~~

#7

Be Modest

jgn sombong ya ! lelaki tak suka prmpuan yg sombong.. tpi klu bole.. sombong la dgn strangers... klu tgh lalu2 dkt skumpulan lelaki yg ___ u know la kan.. better jdi sombong.. tpi klu dgn that specific guy.. merendah diri la..jgn terlalu taksub dgn kbolehan , kecantikan diri... tapi jgn terrlalu rendah... nmpak kuno la ~ 

#8

MASAK !

cara terbaik utk pikat lelaki adalah melalui seleranya... belajar la masak at least Nasi Goreng Ayam ke.. itu basic dah.. nanti slow2 naik level..hehehe .. n lelaki ni senang nak pikat klu bab2 makanan..tpi jgn smpai bagi nasi kangkang suda.. itu syirik !!!

AMARAN: AMALAN SYIRIK ADALAH HARAM !

#9

Mulakan langkah pertama

try la suatu hari tu.. tiba2 terserempak dgn that guy dekat hallway.. tegur la dia.. tak de salahnya.. sooner or later the conversation will get more interesting and lebih byk your klebihan akan terserlah ! and..lama2 mesti dia akn terpikat punya ;)

#10

last but not least

BE YOURSELF 

jgn pernah sekali2 mahu jadi mcm org lain.. everyone is unique in their own way and certainly.. every woman is beautiful .. jadi.. jgn terlalu low self-esteem .. berbanggalah kerana dirimu memang bgitu berharga.. pinjam Lo'real pnya tagline sebentarr..hehehe

"i'm just beautiful me" - Selena Gomez, Who Says

so.. semoga bermanfaat semua ! chaiyooook!

BEST OF LUCK BEAUTIFUL !

Keep Calm Boys and Girls !

assalammualaikum oullz ! hehe

ok.. entri hari (malam) bertujuan untuk mengucapkan selamat maju jaya buat rakan2 yang bakal2 mnduduki exam final mereka.. especially bebudak UiTM PALAM, PASUM, politeknik .. semoga berjaya yerr u oullzz ~

entri ini juga bertujuan untuk mengingatkan lagi bebudak kolej-kolej matrikulasi yg ada di Malaysia ni bahawa kita ada 21 hari lagi untuk bertempur bersenjatakan pen yang dah nyawa2 ikan ink dia tu ( isi la weih.. bhapa nak simpan pen yg dah nazak !)

a friendly reminder jugak buat adek2 yg excel SPM lepas.. jgn lupa isi biasiswa yaa !  MARA n JPA dah buka yaa ~ 

untuk list2 biasiswa yang adik2 mungkin akan berminat..

http://afterschool.my/scholarship/

naaahh ~~ ini link dia.. i nampak ni la laman scholarship yg kemas.. tersusun.. byak info yg berguna.. kiranya All-in-One la.. hehe

so.. all the best semua ! :D

Thank You Allah ! It's Friday !!

assalammualaikum ! hai pembaca2 sekalianzz .. 

ok.. hari ni hari jumaat.. xdok apa2 la sbenarnya.. saje nak isi blog ni.. cuma i mcm interested pulak nak bagi pendapat psaii kejadian2 yg berlaku kebelakangan ni,..

first sekali .. psal #MH370 .. innalillah wainnailahirajiun .. berita yg cukup men-devastating penduduk dunia (especially in Malaysia and China) . aku pn turut bersimpati dgn kluarga mangsa...

"Allah tidak memberi kesusahan seseorang hamba melainkan apa yang terdaya olehnya"
 [ Al-Baqarah: 286 ]

jadi.. stay strong ya !! but then kan.. sdih la bila tengok dekat media2 (especially dalam Facebook) tengok negara kita diburukkan.. tpi seriously.. aku benci gila2 dkt some media barat yang kalau boleh aku macam nak letak drg kat tgn aku n lenyek2 drg pstu bagi burung tekukur dekat tepi pasar malam tu makan..! itu pun kalau burung2 tu sudi .. nak bagi penampar buaya nty hilang dari radar pulak (tpi ada lebih baiknya klu drg yg hilang.. jdi aman damai makmuk sentosa la dunia ni) .. klu boleh dgn bangsat2 dia skali !

apapun.. this is what they want kan? memporakperandakan umat islam.. mentang2 laa hebat betul negara kamu tu siyuk seja kan mau kasi perlekehkan negara kecil.. cmon la .. dunia laaa kamu menang.. tggu di akhirat .. kita tengok siapa yg meraung !!!

dan kita doakan juga semoga Mesir kembali aman dan bebas dari pemerintahan kuku besi ...