A desired future

A few days ago, i encountered someone's bucket list of what they want to achieve in the next 5 years. I was really impressed because she actually achieved everything. She became a successful entrepreneur, own a condominium in the middle of KL, owns an MPV along with a driver and married the love of her life before both of them became famous. It was really inspiring.

So, i reflected myself, how do i see myself in 5 years?

It was just a simple question for me to ponder. Back in my school days, i was really ambitious. I tend to think what will I be having after I had my SPM. Simple, I want to get all A's, apply for a scholarship to study dentistry abroad.

I know scientifically, this quote is wrong because you reach the moon first then you'll reach the stars. The stars are bigger than the Earth's moon okay.

So yeah, i aimed for the moon. I aimed the best target that I can hit. But Allah is always the best planner. I missed the moon, so landed on a star. I didn't manage get all A's in my SPM (Chemistry urgh), and obviously I didn't got the chance to study dentistry abroad. It was frustrating and I told myself that I don't want to enter matriculation. I'd rather have my STPM because I really want to study abroad. Well, not only because my boyfriend and my bestfriend are in STPM, but because I can't seem to convince myself that I'd be able to go further with matriculation.

Then again, Allah is always the best planner.

After weeks of consulting, praying, frustrating that I didn't get any of my choice (STPM or PASUM), then I decided to accept matriculation. 

And that's where my true life really begins.

I studied really hard (I even became a tutor for my classmates), I was one of the brightest student in class, i met my first love, i broke up with my ex, i got a very terrifying experience of hysteria, i get to meet those people that i've only known from their names. Matriculation was fun !!! And i met my favourite lecturer that influenced me a lot for what is going to happen for the rest of my life.

Mr. Byron MC Micheal Kadum

My chemistry lecturer

Kolej Matrikulasi Labuan

13/14

There was this one quote that Mr Byron always said in class, and i've been holding onto this until one day.

"Kalau org lain bole buat, kenapa saya tidak?"

If others can do it, why can't i?

oh and his signature tagline;

Mr Byron teda ajjarr !

hahaha

ok sorry Mr Byron haha

Ok that one day. Obviously towards the end of my matriculation days, i was so keen and motivated to just don't stop believing that i still have the chance to achieve my school dream, and i did. I manage to get a full scholarship to study abroad (Comp. Sc, Uni. of Birmingham UK) and I got my dream course (Doctor in Dental Surgery, UKM). Although it looks like my dreams had been separated but amazingly i got both. So after consulting Mr Byron because was one of the receiver of the same scholarship, i decided to go for dentistry, which where i am now.

My school dream is soon to become a reality. I just need to give more effort to survive this course, graduate and serve my people.

So what will happen next?
in 5 years time, i'll be 28.

by that time, i should have;

1. Pegawai Pergigian KKM Gred U44

2. A house, a condominium is good, but i wanted a house with yards.

3. A nice car, doesn't have to be big.

4. Obviously a husband <3 

5. A business of my own

I don't have any candidate for my future husband yet, but i do have a name that i wanted to give my  future daughter;

Alya Natasha

Ketinggian Kekuatan

The High in Strength

I hope i will be able to reach these goals.

amin ya rabb !