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Minggu IO baru start utk budak2 junior 1st yr FGG ni hahah..and aku tgh baca newspaper ni..tpi news from 18 Sept. 18. Hahahahhahahah yes mmg outdated sikit..tpi itu seja yg ada..cuma yg belak ni, the first 10 pages semua pasal politik, Langkah PD blablabla.. haihh aku sbnarnya sgat la x faham apa yg penyokong PKR ni tgok..aku nampak yg dorg perjuangkan tu mmg utk DSAI seja.. bapak aa.. aku harap la PAS menang dkt PD nanti lewlz tolong la jgn bagi DSAI mng hahahah.. idk la..aku mmg x suka dia dari zaman tun M lagi.. haha

K enuf rant abt that 😂

Haritu kan, skipped my medicine for 3 nights..omg aku ingat mcm ok la apa la sgt withdrawal symptoms tu paling2 pun selesma jak.. HAHAHA I WAS SO WRONGGGGG ! I wasn't only common cold ya ladies and gentlemen.. masa tu rasa pening gila tpi mkn pcm pun x jalan.. recurrent nightmares yg sampai aku rasa mcm tgh hidup dlm thriller movie.. aku x dapat bezakan realiti dgn mimpi.. ee seram la.. i i dont like it.. k menyesal suda..pasni aku makan ubat hahaha.. cuma nasib baik dia x kacau sleep cycle ku..

But idk sampai bila i'll be depending on this drug.. biarlah.. as long as i could feel what others can feel hahaah 💕

Last few days, x ingat la bila, i talked to eva abt sth.. abt my feelings.. siapa ling2 d mata ku? Siapa c darwis ? Ok now that i made it clear dgn feeling ku, aku rasa lebih safe..

Ling2, mmg la my actions shows that i like him..true..aku mmg suka dia..tpi more to as a friend..a good friend.. somehow aku x bole tengok dia beyond that although kdg dtg jugak kilik2 ku..but i don't really mean that.. aku rasa mcm budak2 pulak bila dgn dia ni haha 😂 i wish to stay like that long2 one ouu..

Darwis. HIS VOICE IS LIKE OMG..other than kurt hugo Schneider, aku mmg x layan cover lagu2 lain.. his voice mmg dreamy ou ou sam aku bole tidur just by listening them. Hmm idk la feeling aku sma c dar tu, suka tu suka jugak..tpi mainly sbb dia pandai nyanyi (omg shud i post another post just to puji your singing) haiya.. otherwise hmmm.. logicly, he is the only lelaki in my life yg aku rasa possible utk pass ujian abah utk jdi menantu cehh. Hahahahaha.. dia cukup pakej ou and i like the fact that dia pun suka kucing hehehehehe.. setakat gigi dia tu, pemanis ba tu 🙈 aku start terharu dgn dia tu yg masa dia sanggup turun p bawah kolong masa d ruma c suri just to take my sijil yg terjatuh di bawa angin.. k tu jak mau ckp psal dia..nda mau lebih2 sbb dia pun ada someone suda..so yeah 🤖

As for me, aku sbnarnya takut n trauma to like someone lagi.. so skrg aku enjoy jak..siapa d depan mata ku, aku akan hargai..klu satu hati Allah akan tarik dia balik, then i should prepare myself for that la..aku tau one day Allah akan tarik ling2 from me , tpi sbenarnya kan..aku sgt berharap aku dapat bantu ling2.. as many way as possible..tpi aku x kenal sgat ling2, tapi aku x jugak mau tanya dia so many things..just biar la klu dia sendiri mau cerita, then go ahead.. aku harap ada la sth dlm hidup ling2 yg aku bole bring good.. anything.. sbb dia suda jdi asbab utk aku rasa tersangat la happy skrg sampai org ckp aku tgh bercinta haha.. well surprise everyone ! 😂 I'm not and not even close pun to bercinta (well ada juga la some pple tnya whether ling2 and i are having sth, but the fact is we r not ok)

Ok toodles !